Commitment of love
So long have I been thinking of love... but then suddenly it hit me. Am I really ready when the time comes? I mean, have you ever realise being in love and actually having a bf/ gf is totally a different thing? I only felt the 1st stage, which is madly in love. Miss her, worried about her, want to help her and see her... that all. But then I think, if she really become my gf, will I still feel the same?
*thinks a long time* Nope! To be honest, I'm a little scared to think if she were to be my gf. Why? I also donno why... maybe cause I'm not ready to commit. Maybe I dont think she will be my iseal wife. Maybe I think being with her will make me suffer. Maybe this... maybe that... I think too much liao! >.<;
Now I understand how Rukawa feels... commitment and being in love/ flirting is totally not the same...! Maybe I'm still not ready to love, maybe she's not really what I want... the bottomline is, I know my feelings for her is decreasing liao. A good sign, no...? o.O
These eyes will not haunt me anymore...!
3 comments:
argh... fix the eyes please.. those eye bags... *runs away b4 ichi comes with parang*
malas la... cincai la, nobody see also, lol
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